i’ve started my diet/exercise again, but on an even more intense scale than last time, so i’ll hopefully get even smaller this time. i’ve completely lost my appetite, i’m never hungry and whenever i am, all i want to eat is fruit or tuna salad.
in general, i’m miserable. there’s too much going on in my life at the minute and i just can’t deal with it. i honestly can’t remember a time i was this unhappy, i’m even seeing a counsellor. and i’ve never been a ‘counsellor’ type person. i don’t feel like i have anybody, i feel so so lonely and neglected. i just really want to be happy again and i really don’t know how to be.